I hate being pregnant but I kinda really don’t want this to be my last one…. 3rd times the charm right. A girl and she’ll have to older brothers… right! lol I had a dream last night and thats what got me thinking about the miscarriage in June… I really want 3…
Randy was dead set on getting one too. I asked him to wait. I know six is a lot of kids…but I’m young and in not emotionally ready to shut that door and lock it up right. So he’s agreed to wait…even if we are “done”, I like having the option.
It was kind of crazy to say but my argument was “I’m young, I’m not ready to close that door. What if something terrible were to happen to our current kids? I know that sounds morbid…but if something were to happen, I’d like the option to add to our family.”
I’m not saying we WILL have more kids…but I like knowing that I can.
He’s the one that said no more and now he’s teasing me about having more!
matt is insistent on no more (but he promised me more when i was pregnant) but i need more, i want to be able to have the pregnancy and baby experience i didnt get this time and i want a big family. I gave up myself for them, i damn well better get lots of babies