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I have never LOVED other people's babies but I stumbled across your blog and your kids are just the cutest babies I think I've ever seen so congratulations on these perfect little people!!!!
Anonymous
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:3


No back packs. Apparently the charge never went through and I had to use it on gas cuz matt was “broke”and we needed to move suddenly, mostly for him. He’s now out getting his third pack of cigarettes in 2 days so obviously I’m happy.


Eloise hugged a little girl at the des. It was cute,kinda rude tho cuz she never ever hugs Milo.


Got my ebt card thank god. A lot has gone bad for us this week, if the kids go down easy tonight ill do a baby update and a big post about the situation


dude, checking up on my new followers to block porn blogs and im sorry but posting pictures of your kids then reblogging pictures of women getting pounded in a full pussy shot is just…creepy. I can understand the occasionally nudie but like straight up hardcore porn? Nah man, nah.


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Wth did they take pictures of then???
Anonymous
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all my parents friends.


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Do you have an Instagram?
Anonymous
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i do but i never ever use it. didnt really “get” it


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did you know your daughter can get taken away from you for self harm? mine almost did until I agreed to go into inpatient treatment.
Anonymous
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fuckdatshiet:

I go see a therapist all the time I tell her when i cut and she helps me cope. She has never once told me she would report me or anything and she knows me since i was 11 when I first started cutting. And i’ve been sober for 7 months, I’m usually good at calming myself down but I couldn’t yesterday. Thanks though

Matthew was a cutter, never once did his doctors threaten him with cps


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Did you have a natural home birth? Also are you guys planning on more kids?
Anonymous
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I had a c-section, milo was firmly butt down on my cervix, in fact when i was being checked for amniotic fluid when i thought my water broke, she didnt even need to do the test because she could see his feet. I wish I had known you can deliver breech, but it is what it is and im glad they arrived safe. Even if i cant really remember holding them the first time.

I want more babies…more than just about anything I loved being pregnant, I love babies and honestly I want to be able to raise the next brood completely how I want. Of course, we need to wait, Matt needs a better job, we need our own place and a stable income and I would prefer the kids be in school, I would also like to work for a year to amp up our savings. The problem is, matt 100% doesnt want more, he didnt even want the twins at first. Its all pretty heartbreaking and I am ridiculously jelous of people wttc and ttc with enthusiastic partners who want the same things.

But yeah, when we are ready, I’ll be having a natural water birth i think, probably will have to do it in a birth center tho near a hospital just in case because vbacs can be tricky


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